NBCCB

This has been a pretty bad week for me. I'm really pissed with the following groups of people:
1. Interact Club
They have forgotten how much work and sacrifice I've done for the club, giving the best interactor awards to other people just because I wasn't in the club for 4 years. I mean what kind of excuse is that? There are people who can just join the club for 5 months and they can become President/ Committee members? Yea wth man... stupid assholes. What's more, I take the initiative to do all the shit and I don't even get no shit in return. I volunteered to usher yesterday, gave out plates to visitors, entertain them etc and all the directors were just stoning at one side. Wow, serving with love, we're sure. Needless to say, I'm completely disillusioned with the stupid international action movement. Helping people in need? Right...
Anyway, here are some photos from the installation:







With all the Sec 4 Jokers who showed up.
Note that Aaron's eyes always seem to be closed.












Aaron: Awww... I can't stand all the attention. *blushes*













With good buddy and fellow dq i/c Jevon Yeoh.








Aaron and I decided to have a hot debate on why Jeff Lopez said he said he didn't want tekua in his bak chor mee when he didn't say that he didn't want tekua in his bak chor mee.







"Firstly, I think he was too busy trying to find the gahmen form in his briefcase to really think about what he was saying..."





















"But I thought he said he submit that one orreddi... oh crap let's not argue about that too..."







Then we decided to play the piano!








Aaron: Yay! I know how to play mombasa on the piano! Wait something doesn't sound right...
















...I think there's something stuck inside...








Okay basically that's it for installation.

2. Backstabbers
Lol I think I must be wary about people who will badmouth me behind my back and spread bad or false rumours about me to my friends. Oh, and there are people whom I thought were my buddies but in the end I guess they thought otherwise about me. Sometimes I wonder: why be a nice person when the other party doesn't appreciate it and even loathes you as a result? Yah,, its true that close friendships are very hard to forge sometimes. We can never know who our true friends are until we spend lots of time knowing each other. Yah, just some food for thought la. Not gonna start ranting on and off about backstabbers and ingrates. But I'm extremely thankful for close friends such as Lang, Aaron, elton, Jun Wei, HZ, Kennedy etc. I know I can count on therse people. xP

3. Myself
Somehow I just feel very pissed with myself. Not sure why but yeah I just hate myself for being so stupid at times. Sometimes I guess its the way I talk or maybe its the way I feel that just sends the wrong message to others. This usually results in lots of miscommunication which could turn ugly if not dealt with properly. Furthermore, I should learn not to dao people. Even if people dao me I shall not dao them back, I mean it really sucks to be daoed but at least they can't say that I didn't take the 1st step. And maybe I shouldn't render myself to be so bulliable by being too nice to some people as well. Yeah...

Recently, I met an RGS girl in the gym. She's kinda nice and has a very pretty smile. Kinda puts me in a dilemna now becuase I was the one who took the initiative in the 1st place and now if I cut myself some slack I think she won't be very happy too. And I'm really plagued with guilt too because I know I shouldn't be doing this either; but what's the point of staying true when the person never really reciprocates? Or maybe patience is the key... I shall wait for a good solution to this girl problem...
Anyway this has been my longest post to date and I hope you guys have enjoyed it. =)